The rants of a Poor Lolita...T-T...

FUCK YOU!!!
To all those 'ladies' that call them selves lolita on the getoffegl can go fuck a tree!
Yes i defend my friends because i have not always had them. I think that friends are there for you to help and support so i am going to fucking defend them! that was the only real thing that bothered me on what they said. I don't care if they don't like the faces i put in my sentences and that shit. But bashing someone for helping a friend is just bullshit and they need to come to fucking me so i can kick their ass...because tall rori is tall and strong and can KICK SOME MIDGET RORI ASS!
supa keh wah ee....god what dumb fuck came up with that?

i can't find my camera.....today or all days....IT LOLITA DAY and i can't find my camera....FUCK

Ok...so it is killing me that i just noticed...with all the money i have spent i could have nearly completed my dream outfit.....SO.... i am selling a bunch of stuff...and i need my friends help. I will be posting more lolita stuff soon...along with other things...but i really need the money...because...well...i spent money i was not supposed to..and need to make it up...+ if i make enough...i can get the shirt to complete the dream...of perfect!
Go here for all of the things i am selling
http://community.livejournal.com/trueloli_sales/
i will be updating....as soon as i find more things to sell.....

Hey everyone. I still have my yaone and a mage for sale here
http://community.livejournal.com/trueloli_sales/1053.html#cutid1
I also want it out there that i do commissions and am now open.!
Examples of past work can be found here
http://www.freewebs.com/comcos/apps/photos/album.jsp?albumID=909104
( Pics of work here )

all of these are really old..........so no critique wanted XD

I am still.....wishing i could kill someone for this dress.....
One day.....one day...
and yes....just b/c i am bored


AND
ONE DAY MY HAIR WILL DO THIS

and look like this

i am close to the length i think in about 4 more months...it will be long enough for me to cut into the second layer and dye it :D so happpyy.....well...it will look funny with my loli but i don't really care.

AND do you think it is worth it...to trade a Moi Meme Moitie aristocrat blouse shown here

For a Metamorphose JSK shown here?

I love my Moitie..but wearing it is a bit of a hastle..and i don't like the 1/2 sleeves on my...and it is to short T-T
The meta dress on the other hand is a nice JSK that is nice and simple with a nice breathable material for my hotter loli days....idk..i am torn between my favorite brand...and a really good deal T-T

Well today i cosplayed...for no reason XD
here are some pics
BTW...it is Jasdero From D.Gray-Man
LOL i had to do it XD
( Damn...i make a pretty nice looking guy.... )

it is sad.....i have been receding more and more to my old self....which i would really rather not go to.....i now try to refrain from punching myself...T-T...along with other...self hating things...but i don't understand if b/c i generally feel no need to do it anymore. i have no major family issues or anything right now...other then wanting a love...i am fine...so i don't understand.....

Maybe it is just my craziness coming back to haunt me T--T

GAWD i feel so emo....i want to hurt myself blaah blaah blaah....but....that is SO not what i am aiming for....like....AT ALL....

i just can't figure out why i want to do it...behind a Sadomasochists might explain it...liking the pain i inflict onto myself and wishing i had someone else to inflict on.......DX i am pathetic...really i am.

I wish i was normal and didn't like pain....that would make life SO much easier.....

Sorry if i scared anyone.....needed to get it out.......i am done....emoing or whatever you want to call it.....................yea....

SOOOO yesterday was a gooooood day.
there was cosplay, crazy stores, and death note.....and don't forget a hand full of japanese candy , drinks and ice cream ^^

Me and Misa
Debitto,Kou,L...etc, as L
Light.....as..Light xD

INCLUDING VIDEOS......more of them to come

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my pains are back......with a burning vengeance in my side and heart T-T....it just never ends....

my mom.....why the hell does she even exist. i try to help her and she tells me to fuck off. her and my dad get into an argument it is my fault. everything is my god damn fault.it is never hers because she is the one that raised me if you could even fucking say that. she has always treated me like some piece of trash she found on the side of the road. sh needs to go jump off of a fucking bridge kill herself or go back to drugs so she can at least stay the fuck away from me! i don't give a shit what she does. but if it doesn't include me i will be a shit ton happier!

ok so my left shirt key cam off.....well i ripped if it...but i didn't mean to. i was trying to fix it becouse it was jammed i tugged a little to much and whhooop came right off
the little bar came out of place to ddaaammnit this suuuucks....i only use the left on too...
can one of my friends helps me please

anyways..............................
so if you have yet to see old greg
i am spreading his brithish scaly ass all over the place so watch it


and my poll of the day iss.....Poll #1186702 have you ever drunk Bialey
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 9

Well..have you ever drunk Bailey's from a shoe before?

my answer....well this one time....at the Black Order....
Allen, Kanda, Lavi,and Kamoui had to babysit me because my Debbito was at work.....and there was Bailey's..and sake ...

I have been ACCEPTED into SCAD... SCAD...I have been working for this for years and it all paid off....I can't believe it.
YAY BETTER RORI DESIGNS XXDD
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

ok...i am going to try to calm down now......AAAHAHAHAHAH